Unsleeping

Holding Luke trying to put him back to sleep. This has to be one of the most frustrating chores of all time. He's laying in my arms, he's tired, he just won't close his eyes and go back to sleep. I NEED him to start napping better. This has been a disaster for months. I get so angry at him. I feel like he's not falling asleep to spite me. I have better things to do than just sit and hold him all day. I usually need to go pee and am hungry too which makes me sick at my stomach and grumpier.